it is best
01.11.08 (3:36 pm) [edit] 
than to give in to nothingness
for existence seems to be a gift,
a given,
it seems not to be a chance affair.
Nihilism is a much simpler belief
it is slipping away
perhaps I will not miss it;
now I seem to be going deeper into mystery
with fewer answers
yet perhaps we are made to dive in
swim in the depths
in the expectation of finding a treasure.
Well if not,
hope is still better,
diving better than staying on the surface,
seeking better than just floating.