angel unaware

07.31.05 (9:35 am)   [edit]

I meet Frank


One day in 93


Came to the home


On a mission


Of mercy and care


Or so he thought


The one he came to see


Was not happy


A warning


Something was amiss


So he came and stayed for awhile


Off his meds he was


Crazy as a loon


And such language


Would make a truck driver blush


He would smile sweetly


And bow slightly


And then start cursing vilely


Causing waves of confusion


In a usually quiet serene place


I saw him


Talked to him and said


This is not working


I need to take you somewhere more private


He agreed


It was a mistake to come


He was crazy he told me


And hates his meds


Won't take them


Nope, never take them


Where I asked?


To the airport to go back home


In the car we went


Very fast I worked


Good at thinking on my feet


Waffle house


He ate, I bought


Greeted everyone


Blessing them said he was a priest


A lie of course


But harmless


I would talk to him quietly


Brought him back to the earth for a short time


Airport finally


Two hour wait


He talked a lot and cursed


Two stewardesses sat next to him


At the gate, bad luck indeed


He scared them by his strange behavior


Would not let him on plane


Had to wait


Talk, curse, talk, curse


Could not bring him back


Every few minutes had to walk away


Get grounded, came back


Talk, curse, talk, curse


Bought him lunch


Back at gate


Almost time for next flight


Said to him


People don't understand you


Play the game


Fool them


If not you can't go back to the home


Lucky, he was grounded


Understood


As he was boarding he turned to me


And said


Your are the first friend I have ever had


He smiled sweetly and walked out of my life


He got to the LA airport


Went to his car


Climbed in the back seat of his car


And feel asleep and then died


Perhaps there was a reason


Finding a friend


Made his death easier


Who know when we are angels (?)


Unaware


Used by God to touch others


Even if it was not the intent


People are precious


So was he


Thought difficult


I am glad that I was there for him


The memory still haunts me


I pray for him


That he has found peace and understanding


Something we all crave.


 


Peace


mitch


 



posted by: dattaswami (reply)
post date: 08.05.05 (4:28 am)

Matthew – 6 : 19 to 22 (Luke - 12 : 33 to 34)
“Do not Lay up for yourselves, treasures on earth. But lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven. For where your treasure is there your heart will be also”.

Matthew -7: 21
“Not everyone who say to Me, ‘Lord, Lord’ shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but He who does the will of My Father in Heaven”.

Hindus, particularly, are sacrificing words through prayers and feelings through expression of love for the sake of God. When the question of wealth or money comes they sacrifice it for the sake of their families only. This is the reason why India suffers with poverty. Swami Vivekananda wept loudly facing the sky asking; “Why India with such high spiritual knowledge is suffering with poverty?” The foreigners are not so well in prayers and expression of love or meditation compared to Indians but they sacrifice their money for the sake of God with full vigor. Therefore God blesses the foreign countries with wealth and prosperity.

Indians sacrifice words and mind only to God. Therefore Indians are blessed with very good pronunciation of language and excellent knowledge, which are connected to the words and mind. Gita says ‘Ye Yatha Mam Prapadyante’ which means that God gives you result in the same way in which you worship Him. If you worship Him with words (prayers) only He will also appreciate you with sweet words. If you love Him with your mind and concentrate with meditation, He will also love you in turn with high concentration of mind. If you sacrifice practically, He will also do everything to you practically. Indians must learn this practical sacrifice from foreigners as they have learnt the science and technology from the West. Even in the olden days, Indians were always doing exercises in theoretical knowledge of God and in composing lot of poems on God. Therefore the same attitude entered even their education of science. They have become theorists even in science.

Today, in the world everybody agrees that the real power is the money only. Money is the fruit of work and Bhagavatgita calls sacrifice of money “Karma Phala Tyaga”. In Bhagavatgita it is said “Dhyanat Karma Phala Tyagah” which means that devotion is greater than Knowledge and sacrifice of the fruit of the work (money) is greater than the devotion. Knowledge consists of intelligence and words. Devotion consists of mind and words. Sacrifice consists of heart and love. The proof of the love is the practical service, which is the practical sacrifice of work or money. For the propagation of the divine knowledge and devotion the money is needed to publish the gospel in the form of books. When you sacrifice your money for the divine work your treasure in the heaven is built up. This means that God will help you after your death and you will enter the kingdom of God.

You are giving your earnings to your family only and so your real love is on your family only. There is no need of any further argument on this point because it is very clear proof. This is the real fire test for your love. You are sacrificing valueless words and valueless mind in leisure, which is valueless time. This cannot prove the real value of God. You must give real value to God. You are finishing your prayers and meditation on God as soon as the time to go to job is nearing. Similarly when some work for the family is approaching, you are immediately leaving the presence of God. Therefore you are not giving any value to God for all practical purpose. But you are telling lies in your prayers that God is everything for you. The money is the final test and it can be the only test also since all the family is associated with you for money only and the family serves you in your old age for your money only. If the money is sacrificed to God your real color of love can be seen.

Holy Jesus says that when you donate the money to God by one hand the other hand should not know about that donation. Since it is stolen money it should be returned secretly. A father purchased some sweets and gave to his child. The father is asking for one sweet from the child just to test the attitude and the love of the child on him. Even if you are not returning back the God’s money to God, you are leaving that money here only and you are quitting this world with vacant hands. That extra money is left in this world only, which is the bank of the God. The devotee who donates the extra money to God for His divine work is also quitting this world alone with vacant hands. The former is going to Hell as a thief but the latter is going to the Kingdom of God because he returned the stolen money of God. When you are returning this extra money, you must be very careful to see that this money reaches God only and not others. God dwells in two places 1) In the body of human incarnation (Son of God) 2) In the heart of a real devotee. When the money is donated to such God man or the real devotee, that money is properly used to uplift the humanity. In such social service the God-man or the real devotee will use lot of discrimination due to their divine knowledge and the money donated by you will be properly spent.

Without the practical sacrifice of money or at least the work, mere prayers, love and meditation are only the side pickles in the plate without the central bread or rice. When God eats the pickles only which you serve, His stomach is burnt with high acidity and God becomes furious. Due to His anger the extra money stored by you goes waste through diseases etc., Your children may loose that money also and they are also not blessed in any way in their lives. This gospel of Holy Jesus should open the eye of knowledge of all the Hindus to learn the practical sacrifice from foreigners. Holy Jesus referred to such people who do not give up their extra money for God’s work saying that they can never reach God even if a camel passes through the eye of a needle. His Gospel refers to such selfish rich people only who are caught up in the net of their limited families.

at the lotus feet of shri datta swami
surya@universal-spirituality.org
http://www.universal-spirituality.org

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